taiwan

welcome to pakistan

recognition

"Don't be afraid that your life will end, 

be afraid that it will never begin."

current

summer breeze

you were just there a moment ago

why so soon? 

ignore the cold winter breaths

change is in the air, yes

but some things will never change

sudden urges i do feel

yet i 

hesitate 

in taking a step forward

dug up emo crap

Don’t leave me here alone         

Within such distance it’s not fair

I can reach for the light

But I just can’t touch it.

Oh why do I cry

Is this the end of another try

Oh I hear you sigh

Is this another time 

when our love just dies

Don’t go

It’s raining and its cold

Hold me close

I’m never letting go

Chase away the shadows of the day

Don’t go

Just stay.

Pass the time of loves divine

Walk along the streets I hear your voice

Can you see above the sky

And say you’ve found me

Oh why do I cry

Is it the last resort for all our lies

Oh I hear you sigh

Is it you or me who’s in denial

Don’t go

It’s raining and it’s cold

Hold me close

I’m never letting go

Chase away the shadows of the day

Don’t go

Just stay

ain't that right.

“Bitches and bastards are common things to see.

But put on a pair of positive specs, and the world changes instantly.”

recollection lost

"Requesting data code m_910207"

"*******"

“access denied”

“ ******* ”

“access denied”

“ ******* “

“access denied”

what the f..

right.

“ ****** “

“access granted”

that’s pretty much how my life is

usually it’s denial

not from others

but from myself.

And occasionally, I take the effort to grant people entrance

….. into my personal space.

That’s right, I have a personal space.

Shocking I know.

No doubt that I’m always so morbid and sinicle

But hey, that’s just me

You got a problem with that

Get a number and get in line.

Life is just too damn complicated for me to take some time off

Just to accompany it’s journey

Therefore do not expect me to enjoy the ride

Cause I sure hell will be annoyed

There’s just too much drama going on

And right now I just don’t feel that it’s my time to begin understanding

I don’t think that I’ll EVER begin to understand.