purple haze

purple haze
no words shall describe natures' beauty

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

must this post have a title? oh, wait. I just gave it one.

despite going to bed around 2.30 in the morning, i somehow managed to get up, eyes wide open at 5 in the morning. My days are swell.
Been stalking people on facebook since the early hours of the day (nothing much to stalk anyways though). I'm a stalker. I know i stalked you for starters. Should probably stop doing that. Stopped reading you so that's an improvement, well at least i try.
Kevin's going to KL with dad for his interview. Don't think it's doing him justice having him to decide on what to tell Ana. That feeling sucks, i know.
Is 21.12.2012 actually real? like FOR REAL? cause the idea of even thinking it is ridiculous let alone have a full conversation on it with someone.
Death is the answer to life's questions. So BRING IT! (if you were even true 21.12.2012)
pffffft...bhaaaaaaaaaaaargh.
that's how i express frustration. =/
I miss dancing. clubbing. But i couldn't be bothered having to deal with guys always trying to get a grind on with you. It's just plain sad. Hence gay bars work better. Gay guys are awesome. Manlier than straight guys since some have the guts to shout out from the rooftops...GAY PRIDE! i love'em.
I hate being with you but i miss being with you when i'm not with you which makes me hate being with you even more when i know that i won't really be with you i'll just be..with you. What do i see in you. You're just an average guy. I think i have bad taste in dudes. Maybe i'm gay, or maybe i swing both ways.

No i'm straight. def.
HELLO SUN!
smile at me i smile at you.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

on this very day

let me hate you, make me hate you
i love you, and i'd like it too if you love me too

but mich, lets just get back to reality.

reality is, he doesn't. Chances are indeed very very low.
so,
let me hate you.

make me, hate you.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

as a man

you've managed to have me falling for you.
and it has been holding me back for as long as i can remember.
one last kiss and a goodbye
that is a definite goodbye, i cannot
therefore i am weak
and......