Shopping in China (post from dad)

Shopping in China !

A man went on a business trip to China and wanted to buy some gifts for his
kids. He went to a shop and found a nice looking CD player. Wary of buying
inferior goods, he asked the shopkeeper, 'What would happen if this does
not work?'

The shopkeeper quietly points to the only sign in English that reads,
'GUARANTEE NO SPOILT'.

Feeling assured, he paid for the CD player and returns to his hotel. He
tried to use the CD player after returning to the hotel but it would not
even switch on.

He quickly return to the shop and asked for a refund or an exchange for
another unit. When the shopkeeper refuse to give either, the man points to
the sign assuring him of a guarantee.

The shopkeeper then said, 'Brother, you are in China . We read from the
Right to the Left.'

clueless

"As an actor, I feel lost. For I have pretended to be someone else and have forgotten the true me."


i honestly do not remember who qouted this
And i am honestly positive that I did not quote that...
i hope.

Fiction or fact

As a defect or some sort of a disease i assume, has lead me to be immensely attracted to observing characteristics of the most unlikely common people and to obtain these characteristics and allowed myself to believe that they have grown into part of my personality. Thus i have the uncertainty of whether or not i am "genuinely" true to myself and/or to others.

Is my personality, my characteristics, my appearance, behaviour and reactions,
are my emotions.....

Am i fiction?

FUCK, i'm bloody sick.
guess its what i get, since i couldn't be bothered seeing a doc weeks before when i wasn't this bloody fucking sick.
runny nose, teary eyes, blocked nose AND ear (si, one ear only, the left)
one more
INSOMNIA
oh, well, maybe not that one. Was born with Insomnia for pete's sake.
why isn't there a shot that you take that you'll never EVER EVER fall sick again? EVER...

noon

bah, got up at 12pm, laziness has overpowered me.
helpless
useless
descending
drowning
...

pathetic

3..2..1..









this is stupid. I feel stupid. Am i stupid?


probably shouldn't have asked you that.

a cry for help? S.O.S.? how bout one made by twigs and burnt in the middle of the desert hoping someone would see the smoke?

ever tried sending a help signal?
i bet you have a dozen times, prob more than a dozen times. I know i have.
But nonetheless...doing so, doesn't help really. The bloody "S.O.S" don't do ne good to us nowadays.
Unless your being stranded on an island or close to being eaten by sharks from your boat that's sinking in the middle of the Pacific.
Ok, my point is that, i'm in guilt. In dire guilt and i can't help but blame myself for having to feel this guilt. All my life, i have tried, REALLY TRIED all my best. ANd for once, i just felt the need to be......lazy, a sloth, pathetic and irresponsible for a while. Cuz i think i've seriously lost my feet and can't find my bloody way out of my own mess.

Regrets?

a whole hell lot of it. Yes.

Pray?

Can't rmb the last time i did. (sure is wasn't long ago)

Talk to someone bout problems?

Yeah. Nura. Just her.

Need a hug?

i suppose so.