Sleep I

i play movies over and over again so that i can sleep. Its not a big deal really so i don't know what the fuss is all about. You can't even hear anything from the laptop with the distance of my desk to my bed. I have insomnia and i do not enjoy it honestly. I can sleep with Daftpunk, Linkin park, MOS playing from my stereo in the afternoon. I'm just slightly insecure when it comes to sleeping at night, maybe, i think. I like to have voices/sounds around me. I sleep when my dad is driving, even at short distances. I'm a fairly odd person since childhood. And getting weirder by the second. It gets on my family's nerves that i play movies while i'm asleep and i strongly refuse that someone stop the movie. Kevin might just say i'm being paranoid, or being afraid of the dark or something like that, using his psychology on me. But, i'm not afraid of the dark. I just enjoy listening to things, just anything. But at times i do love to be left alone in silence. Not many know when i'd like that but some of them do, which i'm thankful for.


what the hell am i even talking about . . .
i miss you