simple feelings

holding on
every breathe that's taken

fighting on
every obstacle ahead

breaking down
every tear that's shed

burning out
every second in time

preserving
every moment, past and present

hoping on
every love given away

waiting on
every pain to go away

A calm night turned chaos

27th October 2014

As i was driving home from Straits Quay, i got into an accident. It happened but everything still seems slightly a blur to me. But i know it happened. The first accident in 23 years. The experience jolted me, still feeling numb from it. Although i am not injured, but it has effected me mentally. Driving the car to the workshop today, i noticed my hands were shaking. I couldn't sleep last night, despite how i exhausted i was. Lets just say the experience isn't a pleasant one. I called Shen to help me out last night as i was in shock and in a blur of not knowing what to do next. When he dropped me home, i cried as i was heading up towards my apartment. I just broke down. Anything could have happened during the incident, anything...I am glad to be in one piece still. My hands still feel heavy whenever i place it on a steering wheel. The shock overwhelmed me. I couldn't call my dad last night because i was afraid he might get too worried (as my family have always been especially when it came to me-more so than my brother). As i cried my way up all i could think of was to call Jason and talk to him about how i'm feeling. I called but there was no pick-up. So that's that.