welcome back? maybe, perhaps.

It's been a while indeed. TOo long of a while.
I have been busy, but not physically busy, more like...mentally. Explanation? Basically to summarize a full length novel of 800 pages into one sentence,......I went on to do what i THOUGHT was what i wanted but then later on realized that i BELONG somewhere else. Doesn't seem much to process right? But it sure is. Don't try it. Trust me.
The thing is, we all make mistakes. And without mistakes, we won't know what went wrong and how to fix it so that everything becomes jolly good!! *twitching left eye* I have made the biggest mistake, and i WANT TO, no, i NEED TO FIX IT! Starting fresh is the only way to go. And in my mind right now, in my oh-so very VERY troubled and stressed out mind, I wish i'm given a second chance. And when i do get that chance, make use of it well (and i mean REALLY WELL) i will. Everyone hopes for that second chance or third or fourth. But we all wish for just that one more chance that's right, which will set us straight and set us on the right track. From next week onwards, it will be the start. The start of what i wantingly hope to be, a new beginning into building a good steady foundation for my future. Support? Do i need it? Yeah, i do. But i need to turn that key on the door myself in order to get to where i really want right? You all are just the cheerleaders. :) heh, you all in pom poms...lawl.