people say, to be able to love, is a gift
to be loved in return, is an even greater gift, it is a blessing upon us all
people embrace love, share love...
but i am afraid of love.
i hide myself behind the shadows and i linger on as though there isn't a purpose in life.
i try so hard to let go of love, that i occupy myself with unnecessary work load so that i can forget the feeling, and hope that it can just slip out of my mind.
it's easy to like someone, and to have someone like you.
but if you love someone, you tend to wonder if that person will love you back
you go back and forth, waiting up during sleepless nights, just for an answer.
and the longer you wait, the heavier your heart feels
the burden you bare alone, the tears that have been shed
it drowns all your emotions, leaving nothing behind.
love is like a soul sucking monster, it can consume you for a lifetime.
and sadly it has done so to me.
i tell myself, that i want to turn back time, but i know i can't...
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