penang, call it your home

i miss the ever-lasting intensive, trashy, beachy-gurney drive scent of Penang,
the place that i believe deserves to be called a home forever.
not because of the mouth watering sensations of good polluted hawker feasts,
or the unsatisfied judgments of the state laws, hung around our necks invisibly without any trace of notice.
it is the sense of knowing that i belong to such a sight for sore-eyes yet respectably loved place, so small an island it is and will be, lights up my soul with great joy and satisfaction of welcoming family and high-heaven admiration of dear friends to continue a tradition of craze and random slobbery conversations.
i am already missing you, home...
promise that you will never leave my sight, nor will you forget my existence,
because i in return will do no such vile, negative actions nor persuade such thoughts into my consciously vivid mind.
because i promise that i too will return for your loving affection and precious present friendships.
this isn't a decision of forgiveness,
it is a willing acceptance of your ugliness.
don't ever change, because if you do, i might never return the favor of heartfelt gratitude towards your undying comfort.