technically.....

you know what sucks most in life?
thinking about your past.
it gets me every time and i just cannot find a way out of it all
sad really
i seem so loopy and wild to people
but deep down, yes, way way way way down
it's a different story
i guess you just need to have a moment with me and talk, only talk
unless you find that boring, then whoop-di-do and la-di-da
there's always another story to tell in one's life
figured that mine wasn't that important or mattered to anyone in this piece of shit world...
(nah, jokes, i love earth, i'd never wanna leave earth.)
so, have pitty, show sympathy, do whatever you like
i couldn't care less now
cuz i've been fucked up and i know
i'll just leave it that way for now.
no point "linger"- ing on right? (listening to linger now by the cranberries)
am i turning gay?
i do hope so...
LOL jokes
i'm straight and will remain straight